New Huurrr :)

 I love that I can change my hair color now!

I was super scared that if I stripped or bleached the black out

that it would ruin my hair.

And that my hair would fall out...

luckily it didn't!

Its super bright red and I love it.

Never thought I would be a redhead but I guess since I have no soul it kinda fits ;)

Then again, there is a difference between a ginger and a redhead.

 

I also got my tongue pierced a second time.

Why?

Because I wanted to.

Simple as that.

I have once again decided that I am going to be happy and do me.

If someone wants to be in my life then they[he] are/is going to need to accept me for me.

I'm done trying to change and be what he wants, if he doesnt want me for me then he doesn't get me.

 

This is how much my hair has changed since May.

Came home with longish hair.

Got Extensions

Cut off all my hair

Stipped it and dyed it lighter (no idea what color it was)

Dyed it red.

 

 

Also on another super weird note...I realized that next month should be my one year anniversary. Super weird since I cannot imagine living with him anymore.

Things have definitely changed in that year.

Hobby wanted.

I've decided that I need a new hobby. I just don't know what I want it to be. I mean I probably shouldn't have flunked out of school and then I would have school work to keep me busy...Or I could finish my t-shirt quilt or crochet the blanket i've been making or clean my room but none of those seem appealing to me at the moment. I spend most of my days just reading and hanging out with my daddy, which I love don't get me wrong, but its starting to get a little boring. Time has literally stopped meaning anything really. My days are pretty much a blur. I should probably get a second job too. Anyway, any suggestions on a hobby??

 

Happy Birthday Tan-Tan!

Tanya's Birthday!!! hahah I honestly cannot believe that you are 20! Its so crazy to me that we are growing up sooo fast! well I guess we are grown up already :) I mean you're even married ;) lol
Well I just wanted to say that I love you so much and that I always will no matter how far apart we are. We have always been pretty dang close and you've always been there for me when I needed you, from telling me how stupid I am for cutting my hair, to letting me know that everything will be alright when my world fell apart. I miss you a ton, I don't know how many times i'm gonna say that but its true. I love you to death. :) We always do the most random things together and I miss it a bunch. You're the bestest friend that i've ever had! I can't wait until we have babies and then they can be bestest friends just like us! and even try to stab each other over skype! lol  And now I have no one to take pictures with :(

California 2010

California 2008

Crazy eyes!

Cow poo lake :)

Always my picture buddy

poofy hair!

Random boise trip! Miss them!

Best concert of our lives!

The day you made me have alien eyes...haha i'll never let you forget that even though you fixed them

Prom! Such a waste of time

New years :)

You'll always be my bestest friend! Hopefully someday we will live by eachother again!

love you biggest hugest mostest infinity and beyond no one can beat whatever you say plus one always and forever.

So horrible at posting!

I was doing so good at posting at least once a month for a few months and now I'm seriously slacking.

Nothing super exciting has been going on in my life. I was trying to go to hair school but that didn't pan out exactly as I had hoped.

I'm still working at the candy store and being bored all the time. Its weird how much things change when people move. Chelsea and Tanya both moved so I feel like I never have anyone to hangout with. Or make random Boise trips with.

I finally got some drama from highschool sorted out. Its funny how just talking things over like adults can actually help you figure things out. But it kinda sucks to find out that people who seemed like they were your best friends in highschool were really the ones adding to the drama. Oh well, its water under the bridge. ( I think thats an expression and then one I was looking for)

I'm still addicted to pinterest and love finding the most random things on there. I just wish I had a bunch of money to spend on crafts and other ridiculous things that I want too. I have a weird obsession though, I don't have a wedding board and never pin wedding ideas unless its for my BFF, but I pin waaay too much baby stuff. I am absoutely crazy about pinning all of the make in yourself baby stuff hahah and no I am not admitting something.

Hmm...what else...my dad is retired for the Air Force, after 24 years of service. It hasn't really sunk in for me yet and I guess a whole bunch wont change for me but it's still weird. I am so greatful for what he does and has done for us all the time. :) And has decided that now he should cut his hair really short and grown a goatee...but it looks alright haha

Oh! I did another do-it-yourself dye job, and i'm actually super happy with the results. I chopped off all of my hair again

 (i'm so horrible about that) and then I stripped all of the color from it, or tried too. And almost all of it came out, then when I dyed it again it turned out a few different colors but it looks like I did it on purpose.

 I'm pretty excited about not having black hair anymore. And next time i'll be sure and read the name of the color before purchasing.

Swimming for gmas bday

Tanya & Richards initals :)

All of us except kk

Dropping Tanya off at the airport.

This wasn't staged, hahah she was getting something out of my teeth and it was like 3:30 in the morning :)

Crazy life.

Its been pretty laid back but sometimes I feel like my life is like the craziest thing ever! This past year has gone by soooo fast and so much has happened. This time last year, I was about to fly home from Germany and I was gonna turn 21! Now in 8 days i'm gonna be 22.
I'd have to say that this year has definitely been the most sad, happy, crazy, exciting, stupid year that I have had in my life.
I've learned a lot and I obviously still am learning everyday but I am glad for every experience that I have had in this past year, and in my whole life. Most of the time when I learn a lesson it sucks at first and all I want to do is cry. And then I realize that it wasn't meant to be and that something else will happen and its going to be better for me in the long run.

 And its crazy how time flies! It hasn't even been a year from ^this picture and already she is sooo big!

I am so glad that they came to visit and that I got to see her because I missed her soooo much!

And she is the cutest thing ever...she does sign language!

 Sleepy bebe :))

Imperfection is beauty; madness is genius;

 and it's better to be absolutely boring than absolutely boring.

-Marilyn Monroe

Pinterest addict.

I just wanna say I love pinterest!

Whoever thought of it was a genius!

I love all of the super cute craft ideas.

The funny things that people come up with.

And the awesome links for shirts and pretty much whatever else you can think of.

I mean honestly you can find so many adorable things.

I really wanna get this for when we run our 1/2

But there is also another one that says

"yes, I run like a girl...try and keep up"

and if I could actually run then I would get that one.

Maybe someday.

oh yeah! and the half is on my birthday...

It also has a ton of quotes which I love!

And I also just want to say that I'm very proud of myself.

I have started to be less picky about what I eat.

Well sorta.

I've tried a lot of veggies and really like them.

I also started trying different salad dressings which are better for me then ranch.

so yes I am really proud of myself.

I should have taken a picture of the salad i ate tonight...

it was spinach and other leafy veggies, carrots, pepperchinis, feta cheese, and greek salad dressing.

soooo yummy.

thats another thing pinterest is good for finding recipes :)

So happy!

Today has been a pretty freakin great day! I finally got a job! I'm going to work at a place called Play 2 Learn academy. I took a tour today and it seems so organized...and they have a cook that cooks for the kids so I dont have to worry about that either!
I start on monday! And the even cooler thing is that I get to wear scrubs. I don't know why but I have always wanted to wear them, it just makes me feel so grown up. And i'm not gonna lie I kinda like this growing up business (knock on wood).
I also registered for classes today. I'm still doing BYUI online and hoping to raise my gpa, but i'm only take 12 credits so it wont be too stressful. :)

I also need to start taking more pictures so that I can actually post some on here.

Selfish hyprocites

I just wanna say how much I freakin love selfish hypocritical people. I looove them so so so much it freakin kills me.
Ugh I just love them so much I wanna use a chair to hit them in the face so they can feel how much I just love them.

On a happier note..

I am becoming Buddhist. Yes you read that right...BUDDHIST.
I really don't like many things about certain other things I am " involved" with right now so I am changing my ways.
Focusing more on myself and how to make myself a better person, and focusing on what I love about people rather than what it is I don't like about them. I think this is where I need to be and what I should be doing with my life at this point in time.
If you dont like it that's cool.

In other news, the job hunt continues and I am still without a phone :(
but the job part is starting to look promising :)
And yes I know my post sounds hypocritical but it's my blog and I do what I want.

Princess Challenge :)

It took me awhile to actually get around to this, but I decided that its time for me to complete the challenge. My friend Cari challenged me and a few other bloggers to blog about their favorite disney princess...and its been really hard for me to decide which one is my favorite. It was hard to choose between Belle and Cinderella. But I have finally decided on Belle.

She is my favorite because of how she shows her love for her family...which is just her dad but still just go with me. She is brave and stands up to the beast and tells him that she will stay with him instead of her father. He lets her stay and then she ends up falling for him. At first he isn't your typical "tall, dark and handsome" guy, but she still falls in love with him. I think that its important that we look on the inside of people and love them for who they really are because you dont know who they will end up being. And in the end he turns back in to the handsome prince and they live happily ever after. Such a cute story and it has a happy ending.

And she's Burnette :)
And loves to read just like me.

The end of somethings and the beginning of others.

Somethings are ending, and some are just beginning.

And i'm ready for it all.

New Adventures.

Well lets see. life has taken a few very unexpected turns in the past couple of months, but I realize that I am just going to have to deal with it and move on. No matter how much it sucks.

I have been eating healthier and I think that has definitely helped to improve my mood a ton, now if I could just motivate myself to workout more that would be freakin amazing.

Right now I am in Utah! hhahaha I have applied for at least 15 jobs so hopefully I hear back from one of those and I can for real move down here. I finished up my workshop for school so I can register for classes when the time comes, and be headed back in the right direction.

What am I doing in Utah you ask? Well you see, my friend (kathy) and her husband are going on an anniversary trip. So I am going to watch their 4 kids for them for an extended weekend! I love it here! She came to get me from MH on the 4th and I have just been getting used to their routine and preparing for when they leave(yikes!). I am a little nervous but I know its gonna be great.

And I also got a tattoo! hahah i looove it! And so many people keep telling me it was a bad idea and I shouldnt have done it and not to get anymore, my body is a temple....etc.,etc. Well yes I know my body is a temple and this is the way I want to decorate.
Have a nice day! :))

2012.

I can already tell its gonna be a crazy year.
But i'm so ready for a new year and a new me.

This is going to be the year...for real.

on my birthday (5.19.2012) we are gonna be running a 1/2 marathon!

Yeah its gonna be crazy but as long as I finish thats all I care about.

I've also started eating healthier! I'm limiting myself to 1,000 calories a day, and so

far i've lost two pounds in two days :)))