New Huurrr :)

 I love that I can change my hair color now!

I was super scared that if I stripped or bleached the black out

that it would ruin my hair.

And that my hair would fall out...

luckily it didn't!

Its super bright red and I love it.

Never thought I would be a redhead but I guess since I have no soul it kinda fits ;)

Then again, there is a difference between a ginger and a redhead.

 

I also got my tongue pierced a second time.

Why?

Because I wanted to.

Simple as that.

I have once again decided that I am going to be happy and do me.

If someone wants to be in my life then they[he] are/is going to need to accept me for me.

I'm done trying to change and be what he wants, if he doesnt want me for me then he doesn't get me.

 

This is how much my hair has changed since May.

Came home with longish hair.

Got Extensions

Cut off all my hair

Stipped it and dyed it lighter (no idea what color it was)

Dyed it red.

 

 

Also on another super weird note...I realized that next month should be my one year anniversary. Super weird since I cannot imagine living with him anymore.

Things have definitely changed in that year.

Hobby wanted.

I've decided that I need a new hobby. I just don't know what I want it to be. I mean I probably shouldn't have flunked out of school and then I would have school work to keep me busy...Or I could finish my t-shirt quilt or crochet the blanket i've been making or clean my room but none of those seem appealing to me at the moment. I spend most of my days just reading and hanging out with my daddy, which I love don't get me wrong, but its starting to get a little boring. Time has literally stopped meaning anything really. My days are pretty much a blur. I should probably get a second job too. Anyway, any suggestions on a hobby??

 

Happy Birthday Tan-Tan!

Tanya's Birthday!!! hahah I honestly cannot believe that you are 20! Its so crazy to me that we are growing up sooo fast! well I guess we are grown up already :) I mean you're even married ;) lol
Well I just wanted to say that I love you so much and that I always will no matter how far apart we are. We have always been pretty dang close and you've always been there for me when I needed you, from telling me how stupid I am for cutting my hair, to letting me know that everything will be alright when my world fell apart. I miss you a ton, I don't know how many times i'm gonna say that but its true. I love you to death. :) We always do the most random things together and I miss it a bunch. You're the bestest friend that i've ever had! I can't wait until we have babies and then they can be bestest friends just like us! and even try to stab each other over skype! lol  And now I have no one to take pictures with :(

California 2010

California 2008

Crazy eyes!

Cow poo lake :)

Always my picture buddy

poofy hair!

Random boise trip! Miss them!

Best concert of our lives!

The day you made me have alien eyes...haha i'll never let you forget that even though you fixed them

Prom! Such a waste of time

New years :)

You'll always be my bestest friend! Hopefully someday we will live by eachother again!

love you biggest hugest mostest infinity and beyond no one can beat whatever you say plus one always and forever.

So horrible at posting!

I was doing so good at posting at least once a month for a few months and now I'm seriously slacking.

Nothing super exciting has been going on in my life. I was trying to go to hair school but that didn't pan out exactly as I had hoped.

I'm still working at the candy store and being bored all the time. Its weird how much things change when people move. Chelsea and Tanya both moved so I feel like I never have anyone to hangout with. Or make random Boise trips with.

I finally got some drama from highschool sorted out. Its funny how just talking things over like adults can actually help you figure things out. But it kinda sucks to find out that people who seemed like they were your best friends in highschool were really the ones adding to the drama. Oh well, its water under the bridge. ( I think thats an expression and then one I was looking for)

I'm still addicted to pinterest and love finding the most random things on there. I just wish I had a bunch of money to spend on crafts and other ridiculous things that I want too. I have a weird obsession though, I don't have a wedding board and never pin wedding ideas unless its for my BFF, but I pin waaay too much baby stuff. I am absoutely crazy about pinning all of the make in yourself baby stuff hahah and no I am not admitting something.

Hmm...what else...my dad is retired for the Air Force, after 24 years of service. It hasn't really sunk in for me yet and I guess a whole bunch wont change for me but it's still weird. I am so greatful for what he does and has done for us all the time. :) And has decided that now he should cut his hair really short and grown a goatee...but it looks alright haha

Oh! I did another do-it-yourself dye job, and i'm actually super happy with the results. I chopped off all of my hair again

 (i'm so horrible about that) and then I stripped all of the color from it, or tried too. And almost all of it came out, then when I dyed it again it turned out a few different colors but it looks like I did it on purpose.

 I'm pretty excited about not having black hair anymore. And next time i'll be sure and read the name of the color before purchasing.

Swimming for gmas bday

Tanya & Richards initals :)

All of us except kk

Dropping Tanya off at the airport.

This wasn't staged, hahah she was getting something out of my teeth and it was like 3:30 in the morning :)

Crazy life.

Its been pretty laid back but sometimes I feel like my life is like the craziest thing ever! This past year has gone by soooo fast and so much has happened. This time last year, I was about to fly home from Germany and I was gonna turn 21! Now in 8 days i'm gonna be 22.
I'd have to say that this year has definitely been the most sad, happy, crazy, exciting, stupid year that I have had in my life.
I've learned a lot and I obviously still am learning everyday but I am glad for every experience that I have had in this past year, and in my whole life. Most of the time when I learn a lesson it sucks at first and all I want to do is cry. And then I realize that it wasn't meant to be and that something else will happen and its going to be better for me in the long run.

 And its crazy how time flies! It hasn't even been a year from ^this picture and already she is sooo big!

I am so glad that they came to visit and that I got to see her because I missed her soooo much!

And she is the cutest thing ever...she does sign language!

 Sleepy bebe :))

Imperfection is beauty; madness is genius;

 and it's better to be absolutely boring than absolutely boring.

-Marilyn Monroe

Pinterest addict.

I just wanna say I love pinterest!

Whoever thought of it was a genius!

I love all of the super cute craft ideas.

The funny things that people come up with.

And the awesome links for shirts and pretty much whatever else you can think of.

I mean honestly you can find so many adorable things.

I really wanna get this for when we run our 1/2

But there is also another one that says

"yes, I run like a girl...try and keep up"

and if I could actually run then I would get that one.

Maybe someday.

oh yeah! and the half is on my birthday...

It also has a ton of quotes which I love!

And I also just want to say that I'm very proud of myself.

I have started to be less picky about what I eat.

Well sorta.

I've tried a lot of veggies and really like them.

I also started trying different salad dressings which are better for me then ranch.

so yes I am really proud of myself.

I should have taken a picture of the salad i ate tonight...

it was spinach and other leafy veggies, carrots, pepperchinis, feta cheese, and greek salad dressing.

soooo yummy.

thats another thing pinterest is good for finding recipes :)

So happy!

Today has been a pretty freakin great day! I finally got a job! I'm going to work at a place called Play 2 Learn academy. I took a tour today and it seems so organized...and they have a cook that cooks for the kids so I dont have to worry about that either!
I start on monday! And the even cooler thing is that I get to wear scrubs. I don't know why but I have always wanted to wear them, it just makes me feel so grown up. And i'm not gonna lie I kinda like this growing up business (knock on wood).
I also registered for classes today. I'm still doing BYUI online and hoping to raise my gpa, but i'm only take 12 credits so it wont be too stressful. :)

I also need to start taking more pictures so that I can actually post some on here.